I was in a dirty, filthy mood last night after work and last night. Disappointed with myself more than anything. Lost in my self, indulging in my own endless reflections that have become more and more darker.
My isolation grows and I tire of being complacent and lazy. It has become easier to lock up the doors rather than put myself out there, get myself hurt or humiliated. I sink into this stagnant pool of myself.
How fearful it makes me, the fear of losing some pride, some face. How foolish it all is at the moment of death, so much lost . . .
So today, I'm looking into the world to find out what is going on. I'm trying to connect again with the opportunity that abounds out there instead of endlessly trying to shore up this crumbling facade.
Become the solution! Be the man I want to become and remember that death is always around the corner.
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