Swirling around my head are the resentments and assumptions that only burn energy and do not make forward progress. I have been grounded once again. I don't know what, first, causes the descent into slothful, inner reflection or what was the catalyst that drew me back out of the hole.
I have woken once again to realizing that I need to get moving, make progress forward. the light turned on over the weekend and I saw myself starkly against the future: fat, lazy, dumb, drunk. It is not what I think my potential. I must resit against giving up. I remind myself that there is so much to do still. And so little time.
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