I have a nearly 20 year old car that I am losing confidence in. It requires more and more maintanence, more thought and consideration. I coddle it and don't push my luck when driving. The thought of a cross country trip in the thing is a non-starter. The body is slowly deteriorating - sometimes in the street - and I am not as proud as I once was of it.
So I'm coming back to the idea that I must spend more and more time on the maintenance of my body as well. I must spend more and more time on maintaining it, coddling it, making sure that I am doing nothing too awful to it. I cannot trade it in. The shop labor for repair is astronomical. I must spend more and more time buffing and exercising and making sure that I can last for the long haul.
It's a change from what I did in my youth, thinking I was ageless, that no harm could come to me. That being skinny was a curse.
Such a long time ago.
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